new layout..again.my old layout's only three weeks old,but because i don't have anything better to do than to take advantage of the fact that i have the computer to myself,i decided to change it.and just like before,what do you think?the skin's a bit childish with the rainbow and cute creatures,but it still has the colors i love so much.yey!^_^

and i'm back!!!!yahoo!*sindi fireworks*so many things happened for the past 3 weeks or so.i'm really sorry for not posting it sooner. my palusots for not being able to post anything here: 1.our ever so reliable computer broke down again for the nth time;2.we went to baguio for our retreat;and last but definitely not the least,3. i'm just too lazy to do so!!!what a surprise!!hmm..let me tell you about our baguio trip first.we went to baguio last tuesday and spent about four long,cold days in there.we spent some uncivilized time there.no cellphones,no tvs,no internet,no music and i survived!woohoo!but don't get me wrong,it was fun!we got to spend time with each other and it was great.today,i went mall-hopping as usual.it's great since we're surrrounded with malls.first,there's gateway,then there's sm cubao,then there's ali mall and then there's farmer's plaza and each mall is just 5 minutes away from each other!lately,i've been getting addicted to magazines.my month's just not complete if i don't get my monthly dose of magazines.magazines are expensive!good thing there's filbars,in case i don't have enough money to buy all three of them.we went to mau's house today and it was fun.i rode the mrt from sm north all the way to cubao!woohoo!adventure!i was all alone when i did that!yey,di na ko maliligaw!o anong saya!^_^

new layout.i finally figured out why i'm always too lazy to update . it is because i'm getting too bored with my blog's layout but then again i'm just lazy,new layout or old layout!haha,umamin!so yeah,i was staring at my blog for a good 3 minutes or so and decided to change its skin.what do you think?

i just finished reading the alchemist by paulo coelho,i'll have to say it's a good book.it teaches you to follow your heart's desire,even if everyone else tells you that your dreams are way too impossible to achieve.just do what you want in life.follow your dreams.take chances.work hard for that dream of yours,who knows,it might just become a reality.i've been listening to coldplay's album,x & y,and i feel so sorry for myself for not being able to listen to them sooner.they're such a good band!such prolific lyrics and haunting (in a good way) melodies.no wonder people from all over love their music so much!i'm a convert!i especially love their song "fix you",it's just so good!this line struck me the most:"if you'll never try,you'll never know just what you're worth".come to think of it,chris martin has a point.we are often too scared to take risks because we are scared of failure,scared of what other people may think if we mess up.that's why most of us do not get what we want,because we're too scared of what will happen if we decide to follow that dream.but i guess it's just normal to feel that way because you don't know what to expect and what will come out of it.scared to be called a 'failure'.as i've mentioned before,i have decided to do something.i will take that risk,and well,hopefully something good will come out of it.sana nga..please help me pray for that something.salamat!^_^

hi!i haven't posted anything for the past three weeks or so because i am,again,too lazy to update.what's been happening lately?let me see..well,we just had our intramurals where we came out as the champions,as expected(haha,ang yabang eh no,kala mo anong malaking ginawa para sa batch eh!).haha!so i'm only a member of the pep squad but may i just say that it is not easy to scream your lungs out just to boost your batchmates' morale but hey it's worth it(did i mention we came out as the champions?just checking!).we were given a much deserved sembreak which fortunately lasts for a week unlike last year where we were given only three days,saturday and sunday included.i am once again getting better at doing nothing since that is what i usually do during breaks.we went to batangas last sunday to unwind and i loved it because i got to swim..on the bed that is.yeah,i went all the way to batangas to catch some forty winks (sleep),so kill me.i have been doing some thinking lately and have decided to do something once i get out of highschool.it's very unlikely for me to do,but hey,it's nice to do something for a change.so yeah..today i did some mall hopping to buy something and my feet hurts because of too much walking,but it's all good since i got what i needed plus i ate mcflurry on the way home.i love mcdo.i love everything in there (maybe except for their spaghetti which is always short on the sauce,but other than that,it's all good).sorry about the delayed post.i'll find time to update more often para masaya!haha!^_^

i've been getting myself into minor accidents for the past few days.two days ago,i slipped in front of not one person,but in front of the whole batch during our batch practice!i ended up having a badly bruised right knee and a badly damaged self-esteem!haha!last night,while doing our project,i stapled my left middle finger because i was too busy watching tv when i should be looking at what i'm doing.i never thought that having your finger stapled can hurt so much.my finger is still numb up to this very moment .such luck.my throat is also in a bad condition because of my eating an ice cream right after screaming my ass off during the batch practice.saya diba?!^_^

it's been two weeks since my last post and no,i'm not busy or anything,i'm just too lazy to recall all the stuff i do everyday.i've been noticing some changes with myself for the past few days.i don't get this but i'm actually acting like a girl.you see,i've never been vain my entire life.i'm not very conscious of my actions,of how i look and how i conduct myself.but now,i suddenly have the urge to wear lipgloss,perfume,lotion and other vain stuff.i don't know,it's creeping me out!maybe because i'm already 16 and it's only right that i act like one.i think my mom's actually quite happy with these changes.she would be smiling at me when i ask her to buy me a new lotion or a powder.she probably feels relieved to know that her eldest daughter is a girl indeed.i don't know.before,i used to wear shirts with my beloved puruntong and chucks,well i still wear shirts and chucks but i seldom wear the puruntongs i used to love so dearly.pretty weird huh?i'm also starting to buy lots and lots of tsinelas.this week alone,i bought two pairs and i'm planning to buy another one next week.maybe because they're so comfy and my feet can 'breathe' in them.ngayon ko lang napagtanto,babae nga talaga ko!these changes are quite good because for once i get to be treated like a girl.my mom and i would talk about beauty products and my pinakamamahal na champoy in the car while listening to his unbelievably nakakakilig na boses!she (my mom) actually complains about listening to hale's cd over and over again but it's just soo good.parang pringles,once you pop,you can't stop!hahaha!^_^

a facial wash & 2 pieces of toblerone.a kid kneeling in front of the manager,asking for forgiveness,crying.put these 2 things together and you have a case of shoplifting.i "hanged out" with may mom today.we went to gateway for lunch and listened to hale's wonderful cd over & over again while we were in the car.we went to her office coz she had to get some reports,which meant that i have to stay in her office for about an hour or so.i know you're probably wondering how all of these is related to the first three sentences found at the beginning of this entry.you see,a kid shoplifted a facial wash and 2 pieces of candy while we were in my mom's office.he kneeled in front of the manager,pleading and crying.i couldn't help but feel bad for the kid.i know that it wasn't his intention to steal things but probably because he wanted it so badly,he couldn't control himself from taking something that is not his.point here is that,we often take the things we have for granted.we never seem to be contented with what we are blessed with.we always ask for something better,something much more grandiose than what we already have.i will not be a hypocrite and say that i have always been contented with what i have,i have those days too.but this incident somehow changed the way i view life.here i am, complaining about not having the latest stuff,while this kid went out of his way for 2 pieces of candy,which i'm sure all of us fail to appreciate.some would probably say that it is just a stupid candy,but this very candy actually means the whole world for someone.it means so much to him that he was willing to steal just to have a taste of it.in a way,i know GoD wants me,and the rest of us,to realize something.He wants us to be happy & contented with what He has given us.let's not disappoint Him.go & spread this message: BE HAPPY AND DO NOT FORGET TO THANK HIM FOR WHAT YOU HAVE!^_^